Dead man walking

Okay, I'm dead. Going to be dead, to be exact. My presentation is going to be on in 3 hours time and I still don't really know what to say during the session. I'm going to be disgraced in public!!! Luckily, my professor had the decency of booking a small place for the presentation so not many people will attend. But I really don't understand he need to send reminder emails after reminder emails. Scared nobody will attend ah? Nobody attend then good! Don't waste their time.

I had always been afraid to speak up and be the center of everyone's attention. My year 2 public speaking module has been such a disaster for me that I really don't dare to imagine what is going to happen later on. I really want to get rid of this 'stage-fright-syndrome-thingy' before I go out to work so I guess its a good opportunity now. While I admit that it will be a good training for me, its really quite unnerving for me, especially during the waiting hours before the presentation. Really feels like a prisoner waiting for his death row. Argghh... the suspense, the fear, the adrenaline, the feeling of shit coming out. Oops, too much emotions.

Luckily, my friend just asked me to the PROMISED LAND to have lunch and relax abit. Think I will just chill out until my time comes. Going off now and wish me luck! Will be back tonight to describe my traumatic experience to you guys.

I'LL BE BACK.