Thoughts on Monday, March 21, 2005

Sunday Blues

Its Sunday and I'm having the blues.. How can that be?! Well, it can happen if you are at your final year and exmas are coming. While my friends have more or less finished up their FYP, I still havent submit my draft to my supervisor, who happened to MIA for the entire week! I'm going to hunt him down tomorrow morning hang a pig's head on his door if he is still not back.

I slacked abit, but feeling guilty for slacking at such a crucial period. As my friend told me, we are exactly 1 month from the exams and I haven't touched my books yet. Worst thing is I'm still quite relaxed about it. Am I too overconfident or am I already numb from all the exams? The first option is out for me as I am unable to feel confident, least to say overconfident. So I'm numb. Just a hunch, but I really think I'm not the only one feeling this way. Three cheers for my fellow UHPers!

Anyway, for my group of friends, 2 of them are playing with gals (not so nice way of saying they are courting gals) and another two are doing the juggling act with their gal. I wish them the best of luck and bless them with a fantastic sense of balance. They will need both balance OR luck if they are to survive. For the record, I've been lucky for the past few exams.

At this point of time, nothing is getting in my way of getting my double bachelors except for a screwup during the exams which I will do my best to prevent. If you are too thick to understand my previous statement, it simply means that no Miss Right has entered my life yet. For any supermodels reading this, feel free to apply. Having lost faith in relationships, both platonic and non-platonic, I often wonder if I can forget the past and start trusting again. My friends are starting to say that I am getting more cynical by the day, but I really don't think so. What is cynical anyway? Different people have different standards of cynicalism so what you percieve as cynical may just be practical for me. So just give me a break, alright?

In short, I am who I am, I do what I must. (Oh, its soooo cool!)

2 Comments:

Blogger CK Richard said...

Dont worry dude.. i'm gonna understand your pain of FYP soon... really soon....

7:42 PM  
Blogger Peter said...

Hahaha, don't worry, u will understand y they call it the 'next best F-word'

7:51 AM  

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