6 months
It's been 6 months since I started a new relationship with the all too familiar solitude once again. It's a familiar yet oddly weird sensation. 6 months is a long long time for a person to live in a depressed state of mind, having many memories to haunt his everyday life.
Memories can be a good thing and it can also be painful. Like scars, it serves as a reminder that things really had occurred in the past and tries to prevent the same course of action that may cause the same thing to happen.
For me, I had 6 months to think about what had happened, how have I reacted and what the future holds for me. Frankly speaking, I've been acting like an idiot for the past 6 months, hence my nick on MSN. Being my first really really really bad experience, it serves as a extremely important lesson on life. My rosy image of the reality has been shattered to reveal a cold, heartless world. This is the world that I'm prepared to step into after my graduation. So at least I get a taste of it now, which is better than going out to kena wack left, right and center.
So to all my friends and so called friend, a big thank you for making me stronger and more prepared. I promise that I will pay you all back for what you have done for me and to me.
Memories can be a good thing and it can also be painful. Like scars, it serves as a reminder that things really had occurred in the past and tries to prevent the same course of action that may cause the same thing to happen.
For me, I had 6 months to think about what had happened, how have I reacted and what the future holds for me. Frankly speaking, I've been acting like an idiot for the past 6 months, hence my nick on MSN. Being my first really really really bad experience, it serves as a extremely important lesson on life. My rosy image of the reality has been shattered to reveal a cold, heartless world. This is the world that I'm prepared to step into after my graduation. So at least I get a taste of it now, which is better than going out to kena wack left, right and center.
So to all my friends and so called friend, a big thank you for making me stronger and more prepared. I promise that I will pay you all back for what you have done for me and to me.
posted by Peter at
10:51 PM
2 Comments:
hahaha, yah loh.
aiya.. when you land a job...get ur salary...remember...just treat ur friends.. "Buddha jump over the wall", "Sharkfins","Abalone",
"Salad Lobster", and the list goes on... :P
Ahem... i will be waiting ! :O
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