Feeling the blues

Feeling the blues, exam blues to be exact. Different people have different ways of handling stress. Some are super hyped-up, others just gets the blues, like me. These will be the last exams that I will be taking, but why am I so damn indifferent about it? Where have the fire gone?

I discussed this with my buddy and we came up with the analysis that either the fire is getting weaker with the age, or we are so worn out at the end of the journey that we simply don't have the drive to feel the way we felt during the first year. Anyway, by hook or by crook, we will just have to scrape through this ordeal. Other things can wait. So my strategy will be as follows:

1. Make notes from my lecture notes
2. Try to study as I make notes
3. Abandon note taking as I realise that I won't have enough time to finish
4. Study like mad and start to pray hard
5. Cursing and swearing why didn't I study hard during the semester
6. Promising that next time I will start earlier **Will be skipping this step cos there WILL NOT be a next time in the near future**
7. Start to take my Chicken Essence cum Kopi-O concoction
8. Pray harder

These faithful strategy have yet to fail me and so I have strong *gulps* belief that they will work for the one last time. I hope so anyway~