Moving on
Been a few months since i found the time and the mood to sit down and write something. my previous posts all nothing but cut & paste stuff.
anyway, in these few months, i tasted the working life and i must say i like it better den studying~ maybe thats because i've been only working for 2 months plus. been to a couple of gatherings and found that usual topics have changed to work, and enjoying life. adult liao so topic oso different liao. this thought makes me think, we enter adulthood because of our age, our mentality or because of our status?
i guess they are all linked in some way or another. as i go for work every morning, i would see students going for classes the same way i did just a few months back. but i feel so detached when i see them, like its been such a long time since my last lecture or tutorial. have i really moved on into another stage of life? i guess so.. even my outlook on life is somewhat different liao so i guess... i've finally grown up.
took the time to clear my cupboard abit. there i found lots of memories, mostly bittersweet memories of the past 4 yrs. oh how fast have the 4 yrs passed, it just flew by without me noticing it. dug all the letters, cards that were written to me and thought of the letters and cards that i have written in return.. lots of warm, heartrendering memories came back.. i smiled to myself, and went back in time to these happy times. there was still a tinge of pain in my heart, but its normal, i tell myself. nevertheless, these are history, and there are no point looking back when i'm walking forward.
i'm moving on...
anyway, in these few months, i tasted the working life and i must say i like it better den studying~ maybe thats because i've been only working for 2 months plus. been to a couple of gatherings and found that usual topics have changed to work, and enjoying life. adult liao so topic oso different liao. this thought makes me think, we enter adulthood because of our age, our mentality or because of our status?
i guess they are all linked in some way or another. as i go for work every morning, i would see students going for classes the same way i did just a few months back. but i feel so detached when i see them, like its been such a long time since my last lecture or tutorial. have i really moved on into another stage of life? i guess so.. even my outlook on life is somewhat different liao so i guess... i've finally grown up.
took the time to clear my cupboard abit. there i found lots of memories, mostly bittersweet memories of the past 4 yrs. oh how fast have the 4 yrs passed, it just flew by without me noticing it. dug all the letters, cards that were written to me and thought of the letters and cards that i have written in return.. lots of warm, heartrendering memories came back.. i smiled to myself, and went back in time to these happy times. there was still a tinge of pain in my heart, but its normal, i tell myself. nevertheless, these are history, and there are no point looking back when i'm walking forward.
i'm moving on...

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