Lonely saturday again
Its a saturday again. I'm in my room again. I am feeling quite depressed again. Most importantly, I am complaining again! hahaha... today is new year's eve eve and weather outside is frightful, so i just stepped out to get some food from the local 24 hour convenience store and never stepped out again.
I guess its my choice to be alone now. After all, I can ask the indian guy to go out with me to roam around, but i think i'm better off all alone bah. My mood in these few days is like riding a roller coaster, up and down, fast and slow, sometimes inverted and unpredictable. Thank God for internet, for if there is no internet, i think i wouldn't have survived for so long.
And thanks to Ah Mi, a new sweet friend of mine who keeps me company for long long hours on the MSN. Time passes really faster when you are enjoying and laughing away. So a big kamsa hamnida (thank you) to her, i really enjoy your company! =)
Tried doing my wood carving, but i seem to have no inspiration to carry on the few unfinished pieces that is left in my wood pouch. Either no inspiration or no mood bah.
Tried calling dad on his cellphone just now, then remember that he and mom went to HK for holiday le. haiz, seems that everybody is having holiday except me. For those who want to say that I'm also considered currently on holiday, say whatever you want lah, i am really sick and tired of explaining my situation to u. you probably won't have the EQ to understand even if i explain to u.
Christmas and New Year is once again wasted in korea, making me feel that the year is still stuck at the year 2005, where i last celebrated christmas and new year.
Damn, the playlist had to choose now to play "Home" by Micheal Buble loh. Thanks leh! as if i dun feel bad enough right now. the word "home" is like delicacy that i could almost taste in my mouth, the imaginary faint taste still lingering on my tongue.. "Let me go home........ lah "
Hmmm, this entry is rather pointless hor, but this is a true snapshot of what i am feeling right now lah. Burnt out, confused and trying to pull myself together. When the tuesday comes, i will have to don my strong, cheerful working mask and do my job again. I need to be strong for the sake of my future and so i shall hang in there. If a monkey can't hang in there, who else can, right?
I guess its my choice to be alone now. After all, I can ask the indian guy to go out with me to roam around, but i think i'm better off all alone bah. My mood in these few days is like riding a roller coaster, up and down, fast and slow, sometimes inverted and unpredictable. Thank God for internet, for if there is no internet, i think i wouldn't have survived for so long.
And thanks to Ah Mi, a new sweet friend of mine who keeps me company for long long hours on the MSN. Time passes really faster when you are enjoying and laughing away. So a big kamsa hamnida (thank you) to her, i really enjoy your company! =)
Tried doing my wood carving, but i seem to have no inspiration to carry on the few unfinished pieces that is left in my wood pouch. Either no inspiration or no mood bah.
Tried calling dad on his cellphone just now, then remember that he and mom went to HK for holiday le. haiz, seems that everybody is having holiday except me. For those who want to say that I'm also considered currently on holiday, say whatever you want lah, i am really sick and tired of explaining my situation to u. you probably won't have the EQ to understand even if i explain to u.
Christmas and New Year is once again wasted in korea, making me feel that the year is still stuck at the year 2005, where i last celebrated christmas and new year.
Damn, the playlist had to choose now to play "Home" by Micheal Buble loh. Thanks leh! as if i dun feel bad enough right now. the word "home" is like delicacy that i could almost taste in my mouth, the imaginary faint taste still lingering on my tongue.. "Let me go home........ lah "
Hmmm, this entry is rather pointless hor, but this is a true snapshot of what i am feeling right now lah. Burnt out, confused and trying to pull myself together. When the tuesday comes, i will have to don my strong, cheerful working mask and do my job again. I need to be strong for the sake of my future and so i shall hang in there. If a monkey can't hang in there, who else can, right?
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