Thoughts on Friday, March 31, 2006

Just another Friday~

Thank God It's Friday!! Or TGIF!!! Some might say.

Well, for me, its just the end of another working week. Things are beginning to be so meaningless for me. Maybe there is just nothing to look forward to bah... Haiz. Life has become abit stagnant for me for some reason or another.

My friends keep telling, do something that you enjoy lah! Hey! That sounds mighty familiar leh.. I think I had said the same things to some of my other "lifeless" friends as well. But as you all know lah, people who give advice, seldom take their own advice lah. No that I don't wana do something i enjoy lah, but at the moment, I duno what I enjoy leh... Sure I enjoy sleeping, but I can't possibly sleep for the whole day one leh.

And for those who thinks that I'm sounding depressed, sorry ah, but I'm not lah. I was just abit lost. Actually, I'm feeling not that lost anymore now that I finally settled something that has been weighing on my mind last nite. Now i'm actually clearer on what goals are. Hopefully, I won't be too late in achieving my goals. And there are some goals that really worth achieving for in life.

Okay lah, need to sign off before someone complains that I become more and more lo so liao. Muahahaha... Until the next time~

Thoughts on Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Long overdue update

Hi all,

Long time never update my blog liao. At work now, not that free but nevertheless, it seems a good time to update. First, to summarise what happened between my last entry till now.

3rd March - 17th March
Towards the end of project, tensions running high. Almost murdered the project manager by stuffing 3 phones down his throat and 1 phone up his a**. Went to Seoul for a short R&R trip. Accomodations was once again a love motel. Got complimetary condoms beside my round bed. Kinky.

18th March
Touched down in Singapore. Feeling good to be back. Sweat glands doesn't agree tho.

19th March - 29th March
Tried to pick up where I left off but feeling abit lost. Feels like being home but somehow feeling that I don't belong. Although surrounded by family and friends, but still somehow feels lonely deep inside. Something has changed but don't know what. Feeling weird, suspects that I might be abducted by aliens.

Okay, that's basically what happened in the month long missing period. In short, I'm back in Singapore! Somehow, somethings doesn't feel right for me. I really feel as though I don't belong here even though I know I belong here. Maybe its because I'm going off for another assignment soon bah? I don't know but I don't like this kind of feeling.

Been feeling quite blue these few days even when I'm supposed to feel happy that I'm back. I really think that something is fundamentally wrong with me already. Could be that I'm not suited for this kind of assignments but no choice lah, I gotta eat and save one mah. A man without a job is like..... a man without money, right?

Will try to drive away my blues without affecting too many people. So if my behaviour is weird in some sense since I came back, please don't take it to heart hor. If you wana blame someone, blame it on the aliens that abducted me.

P.S. If you are concerned about the attempted murder on the project manager, you will be happy to hear that the phone was extracted from his a** and replaced with a durian. The phone is currently undergoing therapy for trauma and a long disinfection procedure. Any donations please pass it to me for the time being. Thanks for your concern.

Thoughts on Friday, March 03, 2006

Wah seh, I'm dumberer than I thought

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Above Average
A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

What to do leh? I'm below average. Haiz...